Scadalous/ Thursday, March 23
it's back to this issuee..been thinking..and i realise..i did change..alrite..i did..and it's a fact..it's not a feeling anymoree..i did..good or badd..bad or goodd..changing to blend into the surroundings?! i dunnoee..changing fer the worse?! noww..wad's simplicity? in fact..it's wad i juz wan...i juz wan to be happiee..with ur own grp of frenz..everyone together..not here sum..dere sum..haf i..becum more arrogant?! more stuck up?! more attitude prob?! more superficial..or even more bitchy?? dun worry..dun need to console mee..juz thinkin..i nv sae i am.. superficial..i feel strongly fer tt..
how can i..learn to be more simple? to think simple? can it realli change a person?! i dun wan..to be arrogant..or wad...i juz wan..everyone to learn togetherr..to help each other..to haf fun..and pick each other up..everyone..improve togetherr..and move on together..de last thing i realli wish to see..is the gap built up btw everyonee..but sumtimes it's the cruel fact..which like seperates ppL..it's alwaes the same few ppl everyone will hang around with..den when..will we get the chance to all mix around? and when will ppl ever get true to each other?? how mani ppl u haf around u..who are actualli true to u? not a lot i can saee..i can onli name few..and these are the ppL..who will stay by u..see u thru..all thesee..doesn't onli imply to mee...think abt itt..haf u changed..ever since de first time u stepped in..how did u look..and how did u look noww...who did u mix around with the first time u camee..and look at ur grp of frenz now..from the shy quiet u..to the loud agressive u..haf u changed fer the worse? or fer the better? while moving on..haf u forgotten those who are being left behind by u?! think abt it..maybe i've changed..but haf u? it's juz a genral post..not referring to anyone de..[=..and it's not a sad post!! hehee
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
1:25:00 AM
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